Friday, January 16, 2009

tring tring
peep peep
tring tring
peep peep
dark nights under those moonlit skies
devouring darkness
engulfing silence
peep peep
castration, chained anger, monster muscles bulging,hairy
rods of iron bent 
throbbing palms, sweat, push pull, hanker, stubborn, headstrong,
jump off the cliff, no dont wait
tring tring
peep peep
ghajini peep aamir peep
blurt it out, vomit, piss on the dry crumpled leaves browned
leaves carefully nurtured, caringly nourished, watered
full blossom,wind strikes, dry crumpled
dust layering the fragile veins, thorny  bleed bleed BLEED
BLOOD wasted
shriek out through the muffling veil, muffling old smelly carpet
gagged and bound tight 
loud breaths, puff pant
eyes anger red aaaaargh
fire fire 
tring tring
peep peep
RUN RUN crash out of windows
"You dont understand me"
"Yashodeep, understanding u is very tough"
nightmares, darkness..AGAIN wake up and see the blindness
cold COLD COLD COLD air slaps bleed
CRASH NO no dont trinr peep tring peep tr...peep
rain rain drought drought
cracks on the soil zoom in
mind flowers into a hurting cactus panting all the way
G7 G3 corridors PM tuition roads white salwar
NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOO pls pls "Anger management"
This is not anger m'lord"
Then what? I cant hear you. why dont u speak?
I am speaking m'lord cant u hear? here I amVictim sentenced.order
(mute)
(blank)
head dragged bloody head dragged through shiny slippery sharp stairs
clunk clunk thump bleed
black pools of blood collect them collect them
grasping and clasping I built them screech Hey there's no pain where is the pain?
 gallows darkness NOOOOOO
BUDDDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Buddy buddy haath haath 
tring tring peep peep
1) pain in chest
2) shiver
3)goosebumps
4)severe pain in chest
5)eyes burning
6)tears sprout
7) lull
8) memories
9) repeat
10) please eitto aami
Ha ha ha ha ha ha Haa haa haa haa oh ho ho ho ho
purota paagol tears 
tring tring
peep peep
1) pain in chest
2) shiver
3)goosebumps
4)severe pain in chest
5)eyes burning
6)tears sprout
7) lull
8) memories
9) repeat
Maa
Ma O Ma
Papa
Buddy
thrash slap ha ha ha ha ha ha ah ah ah ahhh ahhh ahhh
tring tring hello silence
as a child runs through the dark deserted streets of the city
seldom windows creak
and rarely doors slam eerie
shrieking at the top of his lungs tears welling
blurred vision Rahman
whats in his hand? its a throbbing machine
clank clank buzz buzz
clasped tightly in his hands tring tring
a raging sea comes to the view tumultous
spitting breezes of water
which falls on the wounds salty
the pain shots up the bruise melts blood blends with water
flows BLEEDS tring tring
the night is black and no moon is in sight howling winds and is it tsunami/
"Yashodeep, understanding u is very tough"
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
peep peep
Go to the library dont stand here
(Eitto ami tokey to bujhi ekhaan theke jaa
dekhbi mon ta bhaalo laagbe)
peep peep nightmarish peep peep
Just because I have a blog and can write trashy blank verse
you think you can get away with this
I cant I wont its inside
but...but...no buts u DONT U DONT
blank blank tring tring?
tring tring? peep peep
head dragging pain seething blood flowing white blood
ceiling open window 3rd floor RUN Buddy
weak 
trembling leaves crumpled
look look new leaves green bright supple why why? dont tread
smash wind dry crumple
tring tring
tring tring
tring tring
TRING TRING
tring tring?