tring tring

peep peep

tring tring

peep peep

dark nights under those moonlit skies

devouring darkness

engulfing silence

peep peep

castration, chained anger, monster muscles bulging,hairy

rods of iron bent 

throbbing palms, sweat, push pull, hanker, stubborn, headstrong,

jump off the cliff, no dont wait

tring tring

peep peep

ghajini peep aamir peep

blurt it out, vomit, piss on the dry crumpled leaves browned

leaves carefully nurtured, caringly nourished, watered

full blossom,wind strikes, dry crumpled

dust layering the fragile veins, thorny  bleed bleed BLEED

BLOOD wasted

shriek out through the muffling veil, muffling old smelly carpet

gagged and bound tight 

loud breaths, puff pant

eyes anger red aaaaargh

fire fire 

tring tring

peep peep

RUN RUN crash out of windows

"You dont understand me"

"Yashodeep, understanding u is very tough"

nightmares, darkness..AGAIN wake up and see the blindness

cold COLD COLD COLD air slaps bleed

CRASH NO no dont trinr peep tring peep tr...peep

rain rain drought drought

cracks on the soil zoom in

mind flowers into a hurting cactus panting all the way

G7 G3 corridors PM tuition roads white salwar

NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOO pls pls "Anger management"

This is not anger m'lord"

Then what? I cant hear you. why dont u speak?

I am speaking m'lord cant u hear? here I amVictim sentenced.order

(mute)

(blank)

head dragged bloody head dragged through shiny slippery sharp stairs

clunk clunk thump bleed

black pools of blood collect them collect them

grasping and clasping I built them screech Hey there's no pain where is the pain?

 gallows darkness NOOOOOO

BUDDDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Buddy buddy haath haath 

tring tring peep peep

1) pain in chest

2) shiver

3)goosebumps

4)severe pain in chest

5)eyes burning

6)tears sprout

7) lull

8) memories

9) repeat

10) please eitto aami
Ha ha ha ha ha ha Haa haa haa haa oh ho ho ho ho

purota paagol tears 

tring tring

peep peep

1) pain in chest

2) shiver

3)goosebumps

4)severe pain in chest

5)eyes burning

6)tears sprout

7) lull

8) memories

9) repeat

Maa

Ma O Ma

Papa

Buddy

thrash slap ha ha ha ha ha ha ah ah ah ahhh ahhh ahhh

tring tring hello silence

as a child runs through the dark deserted streets of the city

seldom windows creak

and rarely doors slam eerie

shrieking at the top of his lungs tears welling

blurred vision Rahman

whats in his hand? its a throbbing machine

clank clank buzz buzz

clasped tightly in his hands tring tring

a raging sea comes to the view tumultous

spitting breezes of water

which falls on the wounds salty

the pain shots up the bruise melts blood blends with water

flows BLEEDS tring tring

the night is black and no moon is in sight howling winds and is it tsunami/

"Yashodeep, understanding u is very tough"

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

peep peep

Go to the library dont stand here

(Eitto ami tokey to bujhi ekhaan theke jaa

dekhbi mon ta bhaalo laagbe)

peep peep nightmarish peep peep

Just because I have a blog and can write trashy blank verse

you think you can get away with this

I cant I wont its inside

but...but...no buts u DONT U DONT

blank blank tring tring?

tring tring? peep peep

head dragging pain seething blood flowing white blood

ceiling open window 3rd floor RUN Buddy

weak 

trembling leaves crumpled

look look new leaves green bright supple why why? dont tread

smash wind dry crumple

tring tring

tring tring

tring tring

TRING TRING

tring tring?